I want to do something dangerously impulsive

Between Jobs

An itch in my brain

asks for something to achieve

but there's nothing left.

Reality slips

through the cupped palms of my mind.

I'd rather not Be

.

"be what?" I don't know.

I crave fantasy worlds and

you make me feel real.

Evaluation

Twitchy fingers dance

across the hardwood table

as I await the

inevitable

answer to my old question.

Stress crawls in my skin.

Hum a nervous tune,

to calm my anxious mind and

pass the ticking time.

Impulsive

A monstrous beast

tears into the walls with her

wickedly sharp claws.

She bites and howls loud,

destroying her safe haven

because she feels she

does not deserve to

feel love or comfort, or find

joy in little things.

She scares off her friends

to ensure they are safe, but

it leaves her alone.

Why must my poems

hold any less value than those

by "professionals"?

Loud Silence

I scream, echoless,

into the infinite void.

There is no answer,

and I find myself

no longer with my voice, but

numb, inside and out.

Quiet Bedrooms

In the apartment,

the only roommate who can't

leave on the weekend.

Echoless

“Notice me!” I scream

to the empty, roaring winds.

There is no answer.

Stained Confidence

Deep breaths, in... and out.

Trembling hand, I draw with pen,

transform ink to art.

Terrified to be noticed, terrified to be seen,

yet terrified to die with nobody to hear me scream.

Do I want to be noticed, want to be seen,

or disappear in a crowed of faces lost somewhere in between?

Sleepless

I lay in my bed

impossibly tired, yet

mind still wandering.

Pocket Poems

When I don’t know how

to express myself, I write

small little poems

that I can carry

around in my shirt pocket.

When I get anxious,

I know the words are

right there, resting near my heart.

They are with me, safe.

Blink?

(blink... blink...) I feel numb.

How does it feel (blink) to die?

Is it the same as

watching (blink) paint dry?

Could you feel them wiggling,

your fingers and toes?

I don't know, I don't--

(blink, blink) waking up... I feel...

I feel. (blink blink blink.)

Among the flowers

Colorful flowers

as far as the eye can see.

Summer breeze in hair;

a laugh, a giggle.

All is well, here in the field,

laying next to you.

Necessities

Tap tap tap my foot,

leg bouncing, impatiently.

I-- I need to move,

need to go, need to

kick, run, jump, dance, talk, laugh, scream--

I need to leave and

never look again

at what I leave behind me.

I want-- I need to--

mspaint doodle because I can... it's been forever since I've done digital, now I remember why I hate my mouse >_>

A scene from BecausePlot's awesome dsmp fanfic, The End of the Beginning! It's a beautiful story, highly recommended!!

Corpses of the past

rise and walk the overworld.

They crave Player flesh.

.

Lurking beneath waves,

the drowned wait to pull sailors

to watery graves.

.

Buzzards peck away

at the hollow husks of men

buried in the sand.

Skeleton

The undead archer.

An arrow notched, taking aim.

Player pincushion.

Creeper

Explosive creature

left holes in your house and lawn.

Rebuilding, once more.

Enderman

Be careful, don't look--

you'll be lost in the depths of

their enchanted stare.

firework colors

explode across midnight skies.

See beauty; feel hope.

Feelin' cute, might steal a vending machine later idk

Tired. Burning out.

Determined to continue,

with no time to sleep.

Safety in the Storm

A terrible storm

cries and howls outside my door.

Rain falls from the sky

in heavy buckets.

It rat-a-tat-tats the roof

so hard I'm surprised

my home doesn't cave

beneath the weather's pressure.

I listen from bed,

beneath Mother's quilt.

I am safe and I am warm.

The storm lulls me off

into a deep sleep.

I dream of the ocean waves,

my childhood home.